So... stuff on my mind:
- the ludicrous amount of work for a pathetic time in one's academic life. The supposedly dossy time between AS and A2 where for some reason all my teachers have set me massive tasks of some kind. And cos of World Challenge and Berlin, I have less time than others to complete said tasks. Grrr...
- responsibility - having to organise MILLIONS of events for the summer term with which the prefects have to help. Half of them I'm not even here for, but I still have to make sure it gets done. I will delegate, but generally I don't like doing that, cos I'm a bit of a control freak and wanna make sure everything gets done... And it's not just Head Boy stuff, it's Drum Major stuff too, although not so much. Corps on Tuesday was good, I have to admit. The corps was incredible, I asked them to do some really good drill for a while and they did, so I'm confident that they can shine in shows to come. Then we mucked about, but I still had to make sure that it was all under control. I realised that I needed a break lol. I don't like all the responsibility. I mean, I do, but I'm getting a bit tired of it at this point in the year...
- World Challenge stuff - OK, so I'm lucky in the fact that I have both visas and some people don't, but I don't have all the kit yet (it is being sorted out), and my mum gets on to me about it.
- I miss Raz. Simple as that. I won't bore you with the details, cos, let's face it, no one really wants to hear about that, but she's gone to Glastonbury and I'll see her briefly between Glastonbury/Berlin and World Challenge, but after that it'll be a month without her. And I'm missing her already when I saw her a few days ago. I'm not sure why, but it's just the thought of her being at a music festival and I feel kinda protective I guess. But yeah, she'll come back soon, having really enjoyed it, which is good :-)
Love you all. Sleep now (I'm so tired!)